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    January 19

    差差差

    期末考試讓我覺得很疲憊,我知道每個都考的很好。只有我,在往後慢慢的退。我該怎麽辦?外表我不在乎這一切,讓所有人,認爲我在揮霍者自己富裕的時間。但是,在心里,我的壓力很大,希望自己是進步的,總是很茫然,這些天我的魂不守舍,讓我覺得我的生命在無限衰竭。

    我怕了一切,怕趙程的再一次的欺騙,怕名次在落後一名,怕京京悄然的離去。這幾天總是做噩夢,在驚醒中,永遠是淚流滿面,我擦干眼淚,匆忙的抓起手機,給他發短信,其實我只是想讓他知道他對我是多麽重要。

    有時候覺得自己很幼稚,把什麽都想得那麽的完美,別人或自己出一點問題,都會傷心懊惱不已。雖然現在的我,不會在靠者誰的肩膀痛哭,但心中的痛是真實的,我恨趙程,是他讓我在剛剛相信朋友是友善時,給了我致命一刀,所以我想我這輩子都不會原諒她的,而且我會讓她還給我她所帶給我的痛。。。。。

    我愛京京,但不知道為什麽,我不想見到他,也許是沒有顔面見到他,我習慣了自己去療傷,自己去堅強,因爲沒有一個人告訴我,我可以暫時不堅強,所以我總是在傷心,痛苦時,讓自己處於麻木狀態,給所有人感覺我在生氣,我會爆發,其實我心裏在默默地痛苦著。

    好啦,也該結束了,振作一下,希望接下來一切都是好的。。。。。。

    我愛你們,所有愛我和關心我的人。。。。。。。

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    欢 毕wrote:
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    Feb. 3
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    Feb. 2
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    Jan. 28
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    Jan. 28
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    Jan. 27
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    Jan. 27
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    Jan. 20
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    Jan. 19

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